lost

i wonder how long can i go on like this...


being missunderstood...


getting hurt, but have to wear a mask to hide


i don't feel like myself anymore


tried to help, but backfire

if i don't do or say anything, i'm taken for granted and end up getting wronged/blamed for...


there's a never a line to differ right or wrong.


what should i do


lost

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not to love

not to hurt my loved ones, i rather not get too close to people, not falling in love again is on the top of my list.

not to hurt myself when people leave, i would rather not get too close to people...


to live is a pain

lust/jeolousy/greed/pride/slotch.... i had enough.


when my mum reaches her last breath, i'll have no more ties.

I'll follow my mum.

fool? or not.

it's been 2 months since i last posted

so many things had happen...

11th mar, tsunami/earthquake in japan

lives were lost,
hearts were broken,
tears shred,
hopes were shattered


lost of a friend...


i had been thinking...
what should i be doing


instead of just staying here and doing nothing


so i made my decision



but whatever i am doing, people are objecting. or doubting me.

all i want is to help.


is it wrong being selfless?

どしてだまいですか。
わたしは絆おしんじてる。