lies and truth. S.O.S

what is true love

does it really exists in this world?

all i see is lies and lust



what can i really believe in?

what i see? what i read? what i hear?

what is real?

words like a knife

His words pieced yesterday....

Others can say that, it doesn't hurt much.



But from him....

A joke is too much. It hurts....

White or black

There is no such thing as right or wrong in this world.

Whatever might be right today might end up turning to be wrong tomorrow.

Life is always complicated, people and things are changing everyday, lies and truth does not seem that important anymore.

Forgiveness, selfless is the points to keep going on.

Being selfish will only result in hurting you and your surrounding.


I had tried my best to be nice and forgiving, but that does not mean I can be bullied all the time.


He who think can control or frighten me is so wrong.
This is a tigerness with her limits, you have step over.

It's pay back time.

Silent revenge kills.

I'll make sure you pay back hard for what you did, to me and to others.

(^__^)

casio tr100

bahahahaha


oh no i am not crazy.

just really happy that tr100 is selling so well, just check my Oct sales report till date and i had sold at least 70 TR100 sets!

never ever had i encounter any casio cameras that customers are looking for and in such high demand. Even other brands doesn't cut it.

my last reserve list was so scary, there's like 16 sets on reserve. i had a regular customer who bought 9 sets last week, and at least 5 sets in Sept. Today she came and bought another 2 white color.


white is in higher demand though, weird.

i don't understand why people seem to like white more, i prefer the black. it won't get scarthes so easily and more durable looking.

kekeke, i hope that when the new model come out, maybe company will just give me the demo set which they loan to me now.

now boss is trying to extend the tr100 market to local customers, i really hope it will goes well. right now most of my customers are from china, few from hongkong/US, and some were my friends or return customers.

it will be cool to see locals using and asking for TR100.

tr100 is the coolest and trendy camera!


i love it!!!!!!!!!

decision...hospital or nursing home?

grandma was admited on sat, due to leg fracture.

But it's weird and really fishy. how on earth could she get leg fracture at the nursing home when she can't walk nor even move much???? wtf are the caretakers doing?


doc said her condition aren't good.

her leg fracture area is very near her skin, so her bone could just poke through her skin. and if that happens, she's too old for operation, so the doctors would have to put her to sleep....

the thought of the bone going through scares me


if she were to return to the nursing home, and they neglect her, i'm worried that she will be in pain for longer hours till the staff found if her bone were to go pass her skin.

but staying in the hospital could get costly in the long run, especially if my cousins and uncle's side don't want to bother.

what should i do?

dad, if only you were here...

hate. hate. hate

i hate flu

i hate getting blocked nose

i hate not able to breathe normally!!!!!!


after 4 days of comex show, and setting up the concept counter at outlet, i finally get to rest tomorrow.

dead beat now.... but i seriously doubt i'll get a good night sleep, kept waking up numerious times in the wee hours for past 2 days.

hallo zombie genie!


it's so hot that i kept waking up in sweat!

gotta install air con or i will die from heat and bad sleep soon

surreal

we can't go back to where we are

the steps we made


i do wonder if i had made the right choice when i was standing at the fork of the path, but i could never go back to where i was


we made our choices


Move forward

(don't)leave me alone

if words can kill, i would have been dead

always being bullied since small, i had learnt not to trust humans

wearing a smiling mask, but holding a knife ready to stab



slowly i heal, bit.by.bit


i had once found warmth, but it left me

love will stay in your heart forever, but you might not feel it forever


i fear that if i try to seek warmth, the lose will kill me, for sure.

therefore....

trying to shun away, tightening my heart

building up barriers


are you the one who can break away my walls?


ね、もしあなたはできる

おねがい、

私は一人にしないて、私のそばにください。

fightback

greed makes a man ugly


when one is uncontent and hunger for more, but using the wrong way, your right sense will be lost.


i believe in karma.


Justice will be done.

Temporally blocking my FB

To all my friends, I had temporally block my FB wall for 2 days.

Not because I hate you or I got something to hide, it's to prevent certain troubles.

I'll be okay, don't worry.