(don't)leave me alone

if words can kill, i would have been dead

always being bullied since small, i had learnt not to trust humans

wearing a smiling mask, but holding a knife ready to stab



slowly i heal, bit.by.bit


i had once found warmth, but it left me

love will stay in your heart forever, but you might not feel it forever


i fear that if i try to seek warmth, the lose will kill me, for sure.

therefore....

trying to shun away, tightening my heart

building up barriers


are you the one who can break away my walls?


ね、もしあなたはできる

おねがい、

私は一人にしないて、私のそばにください。