Phone Problem

yeah, so my phone is a little sick at the moment

to those who try to call me in the past few days, you can't hear anything...

just sms me, there seems to be something wrong with the speaker


but currently it's quite ok, no problem so far....

alan [My LIfe] album covers

CD+DVD



First Press Video Clips
「Special Studio Live Session映像」
・涙そうそう
・涙（Smooth Jam Mix)
・懐かしい未来 ～longing future～


応募券
※2009年11月4日 CDシングルと2009年11月25日 CDアルバムのW購入者の中から抽選で、1月に東名阪で行われる初ワンマンLIVEのバックステージに抽選で各5組10名様ご招待！

※上記“特典、仕様”は最長で【2009年11月24日23：59】までにご注文された方のみ対象となります。


※予約商品のご予約期間は都合により早期終了する場合がございますので予めご了承ください。
※CD/DVDに関して特典/仕様などは都合により早期終了する場合がございますので予めご了承ください(永続特典/永続仕様などは除く)。

※コンビニ払いをご選択いただける日時は11月4日23時50分までとなります。

【収録内容】
【CD】
1. reflection ～overture～
2. Swear
3. One
4. 見つめていたい
5. 涙(Smooth Jam Mix)
6. Lost Child
7. Butterflies
8. Call my name
9. 白い翼
10. Nobody knows but me
11. BALLAD ～名もなき恋のうた～
12. 久遠の河
13. my life

【DVD】
M-1. 久遠の河 Music Video
M-2. BALLAD ～名もなき恋のうた～ Music Video
M-3. Swear Music Video
M-4. my life Music Video
M-5. 幸せの鐘 (2009 Ver.) Music Video
M-6. オフショット2009



CD only






First Press
ミニフォトブック(40P）


応募券
※2009年11月4日 CDシングルと2009年11月25日 CDアルバムのW購入者の中から抽選で、1月に東名阪で行われる初ワンマンLIVEのバックステージに抽選で各5組10名様ご招待！

※上記“特典、仕様”は最長で【2009年11月24日23：59】までにご注文された方のみ対象となります。


※予約商品のご予約期間は都合により早期終了する場合がございますので予めご了承ください。
※CD/DVDに関して特典/仕様などは都合により早期終了する場合がございますので予めご了承ください(永続特典/永続仕様などは除く)。

※コンビニ払いをご選択いただける日時は11月4日23時50分までとなります。

【収録内容】
1. reflection ～overture～
2. Swear
3. One
4. 見つめていたい
5. 涙(Smooth Jam Mix)
6. Lost Child
7. Butterflies
8. Call my name
9. 白い翼
10. Nobody knows but me
11. BALLAD ～名もなき恋のうた～
12. 久遠の河
13. my life

Koda Kumi 2010 Calender

this is the gorgeous cover






her inside pics have leak!

some FC members had got the preview card

they look so pretty~~~~

i like all, maybe the last one is a little weird...and the blond hair feels funny, but i need bigger pics to know




if ayu's calender turns out to be another 'fish mouth' look, i'll get kuu's then

ooh...[未成年]DVD

YES~~~~

i finally bought Ayu's [未成年]DVD today, at Poh Kim.

AND it's the LAST copy!!! Thanks god that i did not wait till i get my pay, or it might be sold out!!!

i scanned through it, and ayu is in episode 7, she should be in episode 6 too.





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overview pic of my ayupans





my miserable DS games that are original, mostly are downloaded from net, sad....i can't find any sites with new games now...




got my new FMA volume 23, it should be ending soon

Pics spam- Popteen n Stool

it's been months since i last bought Popteen, i just love this magazine~~~(^_^)










and saw a vendor selling these.

it's stated 'foldable stools'


at first i thought it was those chairs that can be folded and bring outdoors easilym but it turn out to be boxes that i can store items too!


perfect~ i bought them to keep my mags in and maybe my manga too!

Koda Gumi Volume 6

i got receive these the other day.

bought it from dora at ebay

Ayu's A single(RED)
Kuu's [Koda Kumi' volume 6

the fan club mag aren't cheap, around USD$20, but i don't care..since it's quite difficult to find and i don't have one.
as for A red color, it's not too much, quite reasonable. YAY!

李玟 Coco's Twitter

just i thought i'll post the link to Coco Lee's twitter here, in case anyone wants to find her.

or i myself end up forgetting.


or if you are wondering....YES, that is the REAL Coco Lee. 李玟~~~~

http://twitter.com/cocolee117

if you don't believe, see the pic she post

http://tweetphoto.com/l4icagdd

Ayu Arena Tour 02 opening with [i am...]

love this performance so much~

it give me the creeps, no matter how many times i watch it since 03, be on online or my DVD. I'm glad i finally got a DVD version, the VCD is just too....bad...

her vocal is very good and strong, too bad she only sing this on the concert...

Ayu最高！

almost 2 weeks

it feels weird....that dad isn't here anymore

i can't get over this feeling

tomorrow will be 14 days since dad left us


i still can't help crying...why is it him? why must god be so unfair to dad?

how is he now?

CASIO

i'm back in casio.

starting work next mon

cameras and money~

here i come~~~

ADULTS, just shut up!

i hate all the freaky people, who just talk behind my back and telling others what i should have done.

crap! why can't you speak out in front of me? then talking behind my back, what a cowardly thing to do...

thinking that you know EVERYTHING, just by opening your mouth only. all talk and no action.

stop pressuring me! i'm just a weaker human being, not a robot.

don't you all understand, i just lose my dad, but all you all know is to lecture me, is there anyone who comfort me?

NO

i'm always the one who have to comfort and heal myself

some holes and pain can never be heal

just that i will sink deeper and deeper, i'm trying so hard not to fall into my old self.
at least i'm still sane and know that i should not leave my mum and sis alone, it will be selfish of me to join dad now.

the 7th night

will i be able to see dad today?

i miss his nagging voice, and gioving orders every few mins...

telling me not to do this, not to do that....



please come back today, i just want to know how are you?

Coco @ Bugis Junction

i drag myself outdoor today, as much as i want to rot at home....



at Bugis Junction, there's coco autograph session at 4pm.

she's so nice and so tan!

using the 30fpbs shot, or i won't be able to snap this!




regular shots

the hole that can't be fill

it just feel empty, that dad's not here anymore....

weird...


walking into the bedroom, seeing a side of the bed that will never be slept
eating at a restaurant, siting at a four-sitter, with an empty space
sitting at the living room, seeing an empty seat, which used to be occupy


how am i going to accept that i lose my dad forever....

it hurts to think about it

that i won't be able to speak to him anymore
hear his nagging voice
hear his usual snoring in the morning....

dad...where are you now?

how are you?

are you able to walk?

do you feel any pain?

how did you really pass away?

are you with grandpa?

did you eat?


there's sooo many quations and doubt that i want to know, but there won't be any answers to my questions...

dad....

2nd day

the 2nd day when dad left us...

with total shock and sudden

i'm now sitting at the void deck here, been staying awake overnight, my eyes are so tired...

it feels weird, knowing that dad won't be here anymore.
where are u now?

farewell dad

bye bye..dad....

have you gone to heaven? please be there with grandpa...

you left so sudden, leaving us alone...

what am i gonna do?

i'm not strong enough...

~pinky layout~

finally i got some time to change my layout.

the previous one does not have a comment section, thought it's really cute....

but i prefer this new layout, i spend 2 hours on it~~~~

it's still not complete, i will be slowing adding stuff.

TeamAyu mag 17 n 18

these just arrive in the morning

bought these from a SG ebay seller, for $11 with postage.

TeamAyu mag 17 and 18




n these are all my TA mags

still need to hunt for the latest issue 33.