meaning

is there a truth behind the words

sometimes even when you heard words out of one's mouth, you still choose to doubt it

stubborn?

or silly?

i want to believe things with my own eyes



hearsay can be empty lies

this is what i always believe

NEXT LEVEL Tour 2009 AYUPANS Complete set Pic

Picture reposted from AHS.

Someone bought them at the concert today



the secret ayupan is.....


ayu with the glasses!





OMG!!!!

they are sooo cute~~~

*love*

*chu*

i want all of them~

Ayu [Rock'n'Roll Circus Tour] Setlist 10/04/10

Setlist for 10th April

01. THE Introduction
02. Microphone
03. Alterna
04. About you

- Video interlude -
05. Rainy day
06. BALLAD

- Taiko dance Interlude -
07. countdown
08. Memorial address

- Arabic Interlude -
09. Don't Look Back
10. INSPIRE
11. Because of you

- Cabaret Interlude -
12. Sexy Little Things
13. STEP you (Casino themed large champagne glass)
14. Lady Dynamite

15. Jump! (outfit change)
16. until that day
17. SURREAL - evolution - SURREAL

ENCORE

18. Last Links
19. MC Part
20. Sunrise ~LOVE is ALL~
21. Boys & Girls
22. RED LINE ~for TA~

Ayu n kuu in may

Yes!!!!!!!!!!

Yay~ ~ ~ angel has found the concert tickets for both shows.
I had paid her through paypal already.

Kuu 18000 yen
ayu 10500 yen

thanks god they are still within my budget, or I'll be so broke, with the tour goodies to get. N don't forget that I still have to pay for other expenses, n I wanna go sight seeing too.

As for the ayupans, I give up on trying to buy at the concert, it will be sold out too fast.

I bought 18 pcs from mumo instead, really hope that I can get a set in them.

New items: [7th May]

These arrive the other day

Ayu WHATEVER 8cm CD





Alan Voice of You DVD (japan version)

i still don't have time to watch the dvd yet, i only download and watch part of the TV version





now i'm UNPATIENTLY waiting for my R'n'R Circus album to arrive.

I'll see which one comes faster, my CD+DVD at CDJ or the box set at YA(which i paid USD$33 more for express shipping)

90% is that the parcel from CDJ should arrive earlier.

life: unfairness

life is so unfair

sometimes it's not worth working your ass off, and your boss don't appeciate u. i have a friend who suffer from this fate and transfer to a crappy outlet

of coz, which means the sales there is quite bad.

Luckily, there are a lot of friends trying their best to help him out of the situation.

the worst part, the company only gave the poor staff a 3 days notice of the transfer.

very nice and considerate eh?

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i seriously wonder why a company can make funny decisions without thinking. this isn't the first time that they send capable staffs to lousy outlets.

thankfully my company treats us well and respect us. i'm quite content here, it feels like a family.

i used to be so presured when i was in another outlet, the sales there are horrid and i don't like the millions rules that company had, not be mention making use of promoters.

i'm not a tiger in a cage, i'm a genie who flow freely

get that???? those reading this, do not try to control or manipulate me.
I WANT MY FREEDOM, and i'll respect you.

if u can't do this, then SHOO SHOO SHOO~~~~

sometimes....i wonder

sometimes, u don't know what you are doing

and you start to regret it after....

is life always going round in circles?

everything seems to be the same,

if i'm not the one who do it, there will be another

so who am i?



are we just marionette control by god?


or why is life so unfair?


what really are humans?

Are we creatures made by god, input with feelings and intelligence so that we can be toyed around by god?


there are just some questions that never have a answer.

how are lives created?
what comes first?
a chicken or the egg?


yes, we all know dinosaurs walked on this planet many many years ago.

but what comes first?

the dinosaurs eggs or the mother?

and how did the earth come from?



life is a mystery that is not meant to be review

NEXT LEVEL Tour DVD AYUPAN Release Date: 9th April

News from TeamAyu

they will be out on 9th April.

Total of 11 ayupans, inclusive of the 11th secret ayupan


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LIVE DVD『ayumi hamasaki ARENA TOUR 2009 ～NEXT LEVEL～』のリリースを記念して、ayupanフィギュア（11種類）の発売が決定致しました！
今回は、ステージ衣装を忠実に再現した10種類のayupanフィギュアにシークレットayupan1種類が加わり、
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ouch, i love ayupans but they are coming out on the wrong month!!!!

if i were to get all of them, i have to get at least 30 pcs or more! and ordering through mumo won't be cheap, but if i get them through YesAsia, i'm scared of lost mails!

*headache*

or i could just wait for someone to sell the full set at ebay or Yahoo Auction Japan, at least i don't have to spend time to get rid of my extra ayupans, like last year.....

hmm....

what should i do????

♪【Ｍｉｒｃｏｐｈｏｎｅ】♪

♡ ♡ ♡

OMG! This song is epic, the instrumentals n ayu's vocals are perfect!

Now I'm soooo looking forward to the pv! It's going to be so great!



Yeah, I know I'm suppose to be holding till I receive my box set, I had even pretend not to read wat alternarist type to me the sec the song is out.
But I end up hearing it at someon's blog, n that one min is so amazing that I end up downloading it!


No more......



Gonna run away from those dangerous sites or threads.

It's just 19 days more till the release of ayu's 【Ｒｏｃｋ′ｎ′Ｒｏｌｌ Ｃｉｒｃｕｓ】， i can do it

early morning or night?

oops...

it's already 12 am and i'm still awake again???

shit! i thought i told myself to sleep by 12!

no wonder my eyes feel so tired!

spend a little too much time editing my listing at ebay, i had put the Kuu's taiwan DVD for auction there!

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=170461433070&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT

and there's 7 bids already!

GO GO GO!!! i want more money, for my japan trip!


*goes to bed now*